CATHastrophic Mediocrity

I found it very hard to sleep last night. After coming home from a dinner with a friend, I went directly to bed. I was knocked down after spending nine hours in front of the laptop I was using in my OJT (I’m starting to like my job and the people here! but anyways….). My sister woke me up at past half nine because we have to tlak with the broker of our dearest most beloved house. <SIGH!>

We agreed that we’ll sell our house and transfer to another place. Within a year, we are expecting to end up homeless so we decided to sell it before we end up penniless.

I spent the whole midnight thinking of all the memories I had with our home. I’ve spent more than half my life here and by thirty or forty five days, we all have to say our goodbyes to the home I’ve grown at. <SIGH!>

If that happens, we will be forced to transfer to Likanan. Yup. I hate the idea that i have to travel half the world’s circumference to reach school and my workplace everyday. Darned! By two months after, I’ll be busy with my thesis and activities I’ll be involved with. <SIGH!> Moving to a new home would mean adjusting to the environemnt, and starting from the very beginning.

One more thing that I don’t really like. I have another option and that is to rent a room. Hmmmp! i hate the idea that I have to be separated from my family which I ain’t used to. I love the idea of being independent but I don’t like to compromise my family for it. I’m not used to not finding Ma and Pa when I wake up. I’m not used to going home to no one who’ll ask me if I had dinner or not.

And so I guess, this will be a tough start for my senior year. Darned!