I’m going to start this the way he started his….
April 15, 2008. My friend and i were chatting while on work. Exchanging ideas on stuff. Suddenly he shifted the topic and started asking me. And it went something like this.
He: Kinsa nag-ingon nagyaw2 ko?
He: c ____ noh
I: xa ug c _____
He: kung kblo lng ka sa tnan.
I: Nanluod nko sa imo
He: nag-open forum man mi bout sa ia. Nalain mi sa iyaha, Plastic nman gni mi sa ia ron.
I: Human? Open forum diay nah magstorya mo bout sa isa ka tao, na wala didto sa inu open forum? Kung naa mo problema duha, kamo ang magstorya,, dili na iagi sa laing tao.
He: Lami mo ipakog, kamo duha. Preha ra mo. Tanga kaau ka. Ikaw ang nagbag-o. Dili ako.
I: Fine. Kalimtanay na tah.
He: ok
It’s my first time to actually dare someone to forget everything about us. I just can’t control my temper because of the way he reacted. I was just simply stressing the idea that conflicts between two people should be settled by them alone. Talking something against someone behind his back can never solve the problem. And I got insults instead for what I said. I am not being biased for the other. Maybe he thinks that my feelings for the other person clouded my judgment, and made me turn my back on him. Am I being biased for what i said??
He was the person I least expected to insult me. And it hurt me so much. I meant what I said. I can’t force myself to deal with a person who will only say those words to me. I erased his number, and contacts in my messenger list. Maybe, this is the start of us, saying our goodbyes to the friendship we shared. Yes! He may erase me from his memories, but I’ll never do that.
Why will I even do that? i owe him a lot for all the things he did for me. He became my bestfriend. We even got fond of calling each other "Pangz".. I was there when he was in his worst, and in his best. He was there when I was desperate. There were times we cried together. Special moments we shared. He didn’t want me to get hurt because of some other guy. He had always wanted me to be happy. And my parents owe him a lot for taking care of their daughter. They trusted him. Because of this beautiful friendship, I tried to do everything to help him when he’s down.
But then I guess, everything is not meant to last. I have to let go and say goodbye..
Super makarelated. Kung kinsa tong mga tao nga wala natoh giexpect mopasakit natoh mao pa ningbuhat. Maybe goodbye jud…hay..kinabuhi…
Comment by AlRitch — April 18, 2008 @ 7:19 pm
yup,, sometimes you have to face the truth that all things are not meant to last. Yesterday, you just have to say hello, then later, you won’t notice, you have to say goodbye.
Comment by cathchix — April 21, 2008 @ 12:23 am