Just Can’t Take It
I was on the jeepney when I felt the tears swellnig up in my eyes. Thinking of actually losing someone who had been a big part of my life for the past years is in fact painful. To trust a person who made a difference to you before, then slowly realizing that same person will be the only one to ruin you.
I just can’t take it. Now that we only have barely six months to be with each other, doon pa lumalabas ang totoong ugali. I just can’t take it that the friendly face who greets me everyday is the same face who says something behind my back.. And that same person will be the one to actually insult me face-to-face.
And sometimes, I just can’t take it that the person I cared so much would be the same person who’ll spit me out of his life. I just can’t take it that after all the patience I endured just to keep the friendship despite our differences, he’ll be the first one to break it.
I just can’t take it that the person who once caught me in my worst would be the one to make everything worse for me.
I guess he will never be the same person I once knew before. Was it because of jealousy, or mere pride that he should prove he’s better than I am? It’s been almost four years. Quit it! Jealousy’s useless……
So sad. I’ve experienced this many times that’s why I hate getting close with someone now.. btw, i tagged you. Please check it out in my latest post (8 Random Facts). Hope you will do it. Want to know you more guys..
Comment by AlRitch — September 28, 2008 @ 5:38 am