?!In Hurry
It’s very futile for me to try squeezing my brains out for something to say. It feels like I’ve been losing my usual self just because of pressure. The thesis is on its way to completion (hopefully in a matter of a week) after exploring new and strange technologies. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise when all of my other extra-curricular activities are moved two weeks from now. It did help! I’m working on beating the deadlines for the school paper this week. I think I do need a clone to get all of these things done. But God had been so good that I am still able to keep my sanity at bay. He’s good that I can still joke around and smile my way through all the stress.
I didn’t wonder anymore when I learned that one of us was diagnosed with anxiety depression, or the other having problems with his head(!!!???). It was all because of the pressure. I didn’t wonder that my bestfriend(BFF) and I had countless arguments about his girlfriend and my guy. I didn’t wonder when I screamed at his face for being such a meddler in my life(as though he knows my hubby enough to accuse him of infidelity against me). This was the week when we had the most number of fights since last August when he nagged me almost everyday for dating my guy instead of having lunch with him and the rest of the gang. I do understand that he had been trying to be a brother and a protective bestfriend to me, but sometimes he goes overboard. But I thank the Lord that we can mend things easy in the end of the day, as though no fight happened between us.
My guy and I haven’t seen each other for a month already. He had financial problems, and still adjusting in his new job. I am also having a hard time trying to manage all things that need to be done. maybe I aam lucky enough tohave someone who understands that we both have priorities of our own thast we can’t set aside.
Am I sick of obsessive-compulsive disorder? That’s what my psychology major friend told me. Hmm.. Maybe i’ve been too workaholic these past days.. Xiao..
