Leavin’…
After fifteen years of enduring the pains and victories of student life, after all the melodramatic fights and petty arguments with peers, we all have come to the start of a new beginning. No! I have long recovered from all the post-graduation sentimentality. And I wouldn’t even want to talk of it now. A few days from now, I’ll be leaving Davao and I’ll be on my own fending for my own self - no more baby talks from my parents, no more ‘pangungulit’ from my barkada, no more ’sweet nothings’ from my hubby. I, MY and ME alone!!!!
After being accepted in the ACTION Training in AWS, Inc., I had to make a number of tough decisions - and I really say T-O-U-G-H!!! As my guy told me before "GROW UP!! Leave your comfort zone!", I don’t know if he really meant it! Hahahaha… He was also one of the people who helped me out with my decisions. Thank God I happened to be with the guy who best understands my needs. My family was also there who helped me out albeit I know that they were never used to be separated from their Baby Damulag! Hehehe..
A few days from now, I see myself taking only crackers and black coffee for breakfast, fast food lunch (I’m starting to hate fries!), and ready-made dinner. I’ll be doing my own laundry. I’ll do my own budgeting aside from studying for my daily Nihonggo homeworks and tests (YIKES!!!). I’ll be the one to shop for my own grocery, and be a little bit more creative for my boring Saturdays and Sundays instead of dating with my hubby which is really really impossible!!!! I’m not used to being ALONE!!!!!
Life changes… So do people… I don’t know if this is worth the risk I take. Sometimes, I have to stand my ground for what I really need and for what I believe is right albeit I know that there will be people who will be hurting.
I’m leaving… signing out!!
